On Inquisitiveness and choices made... was it correct or was it all wrong?

Is it ok to be over-inquisitive or what.

I dunno leh.

Have I made the right choice in coming into a JC? Or did my teachers lie to me? Or am I suited to a polytechnic lifestyle? I really dunno leh. I suddenly feel very depressed la.

I remember what Miss Gan told me today, "Don't let anything snowball, that includes your cca and your homework.". I really dunno larh. I really hope I can stop this slacky-ness and start mugging hard. But they say , "action speaks louder than words.".

Gah. I can't write on. Simply too tired and I've got to finish my work alr.